This is for (D) from the Lords of Light.
(D) We know how hard you work and how much this Path of Light and Sound means to you. You have tirelessly ploughed through any negativity and come to be a shining example of someone who can be relied upon to work hard with humility and total service to the cause.
There are many people, such as yourself, who will find it hard to find a relationship with their personal Guide. But please please believe Us when We tell you that your Guide (plus Helpers) are working to help you through your life of Spiritual Service.
Everyone needs help and you have a special Being assigned to you now. You need to ask for help (it doesn’t matter what for) from this Being, who is always there on call. You are helping Us to spread the Word so We will do all We can to help you through your daily earthly issues.
We urge you to let go of your desire for what you would consider to be a more personal contact with your Guide, as you are getting help anyway. Just let it be for now and carry on with your great work.