This is from the Lords of Light in answer to your question about people not seeing Light or hearing Sound when they go through the process of Initiation.
The answer to this is complex, as you might imagine. There are so many variables. It is important to get the aspirant as relaxed as possible as there is far more chance of them being able to see the Light and merge with it. The Sound is usually there anyway.
Sometimes, no matter how much preparation is done, the person cannot, or will not, let themselves see the Light. There are all manner of reasons for this, early childhood, past lives even. Somehow they have convinced themselves that they may be unworthy, or it doesn’t exist anyway!
The people who will get the most out of the Initiation process are the ones who have done it before in previous lives, sometimes many times before, like you and (M). Also (Y)’s Adepts in Lifewave.
If it is a person’s very first time then it is possible that they come into the category of it seeming like they are not Initiated when they don’t see Light or hear Sound. Everyone who goes through the process is Initiated.
But you see (N), what does it mean to be Initiated? You can get a low grade Initiation that you can have in a maths exam. Maybe your Initiator is someone who is not a Pure Channel!
We have talked about this before. But the person who is being Initiated should be a good receptor too, they should clear their minds as much as they can of worldly affairs, otherwise their Initiation will be compromised.