Gandolf, please wish me luck in the insights that I need to find in order to move forward.
Peace be with you
It is I, Eleanor.I have come because you wish to know about (D) and where you met him before.
At this time it is not possible to give full details of your life with him. We can give you what we hope will be of help to you.
He was your husband many centuries ago. He was cruel in that life; cruel to all human beings. He felt that he should have something better so that he could be happier. He felt he should have wealth not poverty. But he did not want for anything that was needed. He was cruel and bitter – from another life not with you.
Bitterness carried on in this life now. He is searching for something in mankind – not through Spirit , through his Soul. His lives have been corrupted by what he has seen on Earth. He will not find solace in this lifetime either.
His Soul is not fulfilled and he is unhappy; he does not feed his Soul. He is not living the life that his Soul would wish him to follow. He is still wrapped up in the lifetimes he was in from many centuries ago. (Not with you)
He was cruel to you as a husband, made you scrimp and scrape. You were a slave to him.
You have moved on and progressed to become ‘more’ Enlightened and achieved far more than he has managed to achieve.
He chose to come back to this lifetime in order to redress the balance of some of those lives he led on Earth.
His bitterness still stays with him though and hinders his movement and progression towards the Source.
Because of your lives, you bear him no malice in this life. You just cannot understand why he is like it.
You are thrown, sometimes more than others, back into that life with him. You mustn’t bear bitterness towards him. It is his challenge, his goal. Do not fear him because he has enough fear for the world.
You must forgive him for that lifetime – and you must learn from that lifetime. You must stand up and be your own person and not be subservient like you were with him.
Just send a thought to the Spirit World when you are distressed about him and They will help.
We are all here to help you.
Thank you Eleanor.
Why do I find it so hard to go to Staffordshire, even just for the weekend?
Your distress is because you feel the emotion of that past life with your brother and lived in the same area. You feel it on the ether. It resonates and vibrates inside you.
Is there anything I can do?
Take a map and draw a circle around the area – douse with a pendulum. This will clear the area for you. Say a prayer when you are dowsing for that part of your psyche to be cleansed and healed – and the door closed upon it.
More on the reading with (D)
He is distraught inside of himself – but is not open to any suggestion that you might have.
You must pray for him – for his Soul, and send Love and Compassion so that he may heal the anger and bitterness that has come from himself in past times.
Thank you Gandolf for being there today – I really appreciated you coming and telling me – and wishing me Good Luck! Is there anything more I need to know about the situation?
No, (M) I think you have what you need to move on now. It has been a big one for you. Learn from it, as Eleanor says. Much as I would love to talk to you I think you should rest now.
Thank you Gandolf.