Your way of understanding the Creation over time but it will change immeasurably over the coming months/years. You will understand far more about how Everything hangs together, very different to what the majority of people think happens. This is all to do with perspective which cannot be measured by the human brain – it has to be outside. You will be able to do writings about this New Knowledge.
Don’t let anything get in the way of your Mission and understand that if you want to you can be invincible. Be brave and you will get exactly what you want in life and beyond it. Believe in yourself, even when things get tough – remember that life really is an illusion.
I wanted to say that you are more competent at listening to what We need to achieve with you, even when you are away from home when a lot is going on, you are still wanting to hear from Us. That Connection will always be there and things will get even more exciting for you.
Be aware of any person or event that happens to you because it won’t be by chance. Look and listen.

Things didn’t go so well today – I’m not looking and listening!

The reason this happened was that she does feel unable to Love properly and this is to do with past hurts – not only to do with you. Love her for what she is and things will be OK. She feels you are competition for her children’s love and affection. You can’t do much about that. Go for lunch with them tomorrow.