What is happening? Why does the idea of events this evening have such a devastating effect on my state of mind? Why can’t I handle it? It’s not even serious. Please can you help in any way?

You need to rest (M) – try to understand that your part in this so called drama is very small, insignificant even. Your reaction is from a very long time ago when you had very little help from someone you cared for very much. They abused your trust and therefore your way of handling situations is difficult for you . These people are part of your family now and there is a memory deep in your psyche of these events that so scared you. You have had much to do in this lifetime and you have done amazingly well – such a task!

You wanted to get it all done in this lifetime, that was your quest – that is why you have such a lot of good helpers to see you through. These people (family) have done similar things in this lifetime but now you have much more strength and (N) to help you whereas before you were alone.

Please – what can I do to become more detached about the situation?

Truly believe that the situation is small and whatever needs to be done We will help to set it right. Get immersed in your life here. You have much work to do.

Thank you.