Hello Gandolf

You are finding life fairly tough and it’s not a relaxing time for you at the moment. This is to do with influences beyond your control so don’t be downhearted. Don’t waste time but put things in order when you can. We are pleased to see you taking more responsiblity from (N), he needs that now. The two ladies in America need someone like (N) to talk them through their Second Initiation because they have both done it. This is something We shall have to deal with here if there are so many people going through States.

With (D) it is a case of leaving him to his own devices. It will go eventually when it needs to (Karmic). A lot of diseases are Karmic, the person needs to suffer for a certain length of time and then, as if by magic the illness goes.

I would like to learn more about Dementia and Alzheimers. It seems such a crual disorder both for the sufferer and the carer.

If people choose to take on a lot of difficult lessons in one life rather then to spread them out on several lifetimes it suggests there is a rush to complete the lessons. From their limited perspective is it because time is somehow limited or the goal is worth enduring for the pain. Or are they missing something?

Well, (N) a good question.
It is all to do with people who have had many lives and therefore have much Karmic Debt. It’s like We said before, it’s easier to repay the debt when you have a Spiritual Life as mostly you have the wherewithal and the strength to do it.
Many people come back life after life, not being able to release their debt. You can come back to learn a lesson and not learn it, for whatever reason.

You have not had many lives on Earth (N) – not much debt. You have learnt a massive amount in this life – you did a lot of it yourself but (M) has helped you enormously – that is why she is there. But then – you were there for her too – dual purpose – you have both done extremely well. And you are not finished yet!

(M) in answer to your question about your mother. This is quite complicated and it is to do with a life you had with her before. Your sister was there too. You worked in the fields as sisters from dawn till dusk – very hot. You two were very happy together, but your sister not. She was jealous of you both because you were prettier and has lots of admirers. She particularly didn’t get on with your mother and made her life a misery by being spiteful. Now she has to repay the debt by being responsible for her in her last days. She will have repaid the debt and this has been completed. It won’t be long now.