(N) this is Eleanor.

Your Mum would like to speak with you through Us. She is saying how much she appreciates being able to do this. She says to tell you both that she is very happy – more than words can possibly convey.

Why, she is saying, didn’t I do more with my life when Dad passed away? She says, I was in my own little safe shell of existence and daren’t get attached to people. It was my big lesson to move through the trauma of Jane and get on with my life. – more another time.