Hello (N) this is Eleanor to speak with you – from your Mother.

When you move from an Earthly existence to a Heavenly one there isn’t a pattern. Yes, certainly things are the same for all but mostly it is up to the individual Soul to work through things.

Sometimes, as in your Mother’s case there is a struggle to move on. It was for me to a certain extent too but for different reasons.

The struggle your mother has is this – looking down at you and (M) now she can see that the son she thought she knew bares no resemblance to the Shining Star she sees now. She is, in fact, stunned and totally amazed at what you have become.

True, she saw great kindness and willingness to do all you could to help her, especially during her latter years.

But if only she had listened to you more when you tried to talk to her about Spiritual things. If only she had not been so quick to judge you (and her brothers) she sees that her life would have been so much more fruitful – and yours would have been easier too without having to deal with her negativity and bad judgements.

She is saying to tell you that she Loves you and (M) so much. You are wonderful examples of how to live as total givers, not asking for anything back.

As before she is asking for your forgiveness with so much Love in her heart. Please forgive me for not being a better mother to you – she says. I’m so sorry.

Again (N) – it would help if you send her your Love and Forgiveness.