From the Lords of Light

With (S) you are doing the best you can, there is so much angst inside her. She has improved a lot but there is still a way to go.

Because of what she is carrying We have to ‘get in’ if she leaves a chink of space. So that is what happened last night, We know she won’t be able to let go enough when you Initiate her (N) so We gave her a taste.

She needs to be in control of what she is doing, like so many others. You are right though (N), that We are working towards Spontaneous Initiations, more on that another time.