Again you came to my rescue Gandolf – thank you . Are you my guide for just this lifetime?

Yes (M) it has been a privilege to be with you as you grow in confidence, love and peace. You needed my Energy this time round. I have been there when you have been at your most vulnerable and also witnessed the highs as well.

I know that this isn’t usual but I need to ask you something that I know the answer to.

Yes (M) We know what you need.
When people incarnate they come for different reasons – no one the same – no one. They are able to function at a certain vibration, some higher, some lower but all moving towards a common goal. All people who, from your point of view, have special powers are not necessarily happy to have them. In other words they are not able to integrate these powers into their personal life. They can help others, and do, but they are not able to help themselves. It is almost like a Spiritual law. Clairvoyance, as you were told in Lifewave is a lower energy form. Unless you do some work on yourself then your life is no better than the general public who don’t have that power. In fact, generally it is worse because you have depleted energy from all the people you have been trying to help. People who come to see a general clairvoyant need to hear about relationships/money/love etc. so therefore their lower vibration will bring down the energy level of the clairvoyant to such a degree that they cannot help themselves.
‘Physician heal thyself‘ – it can’t be done.

Is that the same for (Y)

No – not the same at all – his vibration is much higher and he has done great service to mankind – even though his personality has hindered the growth he desired.

But if the Energy is so needed on this level, why send a flawed personality to give the immense Spirituality that he gave?

This is because there were only a few people who really could benefit from the Light and Sound. Look around you, who in Sidmouth have you found to come to the Path?
(Y) came to collect his own and you and (N) were part of that. He really loves you both, but understands your reasons for leaving, it was part of the plan. But he does miss you.

Thank you Gandolf , that is very clear. But we have distanced ourselves from him now, I can’t help thinking of how it was before and his rages about people.

Yes, I know, his frustrations came and he upset a lot of people including yourselves. But you must understand that his vibration is very high and he knew he could ‘fast track’ many Souls – but needed more people in order to do that. He didn’t/couldn’t see that most people were not ready to be taken to the Higher Spiritual Realms.
His enthusiasm outweighed their interest.