Sorry I couldn’t manage last night – that film really hit a nerve. I suppose it echoed what had happened earlier about no one being interested in the tapping course.

You are in Sidmouth (M) – you shouldn’t expect too much – you have other things to do to keep you busy and happy – just look at those and don’t be concerned about your popularity in the area – it really doesn’t matter. Please do keep focussed on the things you have been told and all will be well.
Your happiness depends on how much you go inside to Meditate – you know this, it’s not about how the world operates; it’s very cruel and heartless and the more you go into it the more upset you will become. Stay around your home like you did today more often. There are times when you have to go out but keep this to a minimum especially at the moment, now you are feeling vulnerable.

Do you think we are on the right track with the herbs and depression – putting them under the pyramid to promote health? Two or three, have I got the right ones to douse or are there more?
Are you showing me what it feels like to be depressed so I can take the herbs and feel better – or to make me get on with studying to get things moving? I feel very strange at the moment, not at all normal.

As we said (M) you are going through a big Metamorphosis – moving through chasms and rather like a chrysalis turning into a butterfly.
Just go with it, don’t fight it, it will happen anyway but you can make the transgression so much easier for you and (N) if you just go with the flow and don’t analyze too much of what is happening. (N) is better at this than you.

Thank you.