Please may we ask about (D) to be a Second Initiate?

It’s best for him to wait to sit down properly when he is ready, feeling better and really building his Meditation up. It’s taking quite a while for him to build up his regularity and realistically better to wait and sit down at Easter.

(M) you are not doing nearly enough Meditation, that is why you are feeling tired, You have to balance the Channelling and the Meditation.

You have not lost your ability to Channel, you have just become blocked and need to look at the sound bite on a regular basis to help you break free from ties that bind you. It is necessary, as (J) says to do this from time to time, just to give you more clarity, so things come down easier. That, and more Meditation.