Hello (M) and (N) this is the Lords of Light.

When you take a human body, although you plan to a certain extent what the remit is for that life, there is, as you know, free will. (J) really should have left her marriage as soon as she realized her husband’s addiction. There would have been no recompense for that, just as for you (M) when you left Denstone, except that which you bought to yourself.

Because she stayed in that relationship it caused irreparable damage to her physically and mentally and that is what you are witnessing at this stage of her life. For the Beings who Love her in the Heaven World it has been hard to watch what she was forced to put up with over the years.

You will both, sadly, have to watch her decline. She will try to be stoic as that is the way she has been through the years, habitually hiding her dilemmas. You both have been her rocks over the difficult times and so it will be until she passes over.
 
This is Eleanor.

(M) you must take extra care of yourself. We know that this is hard for you. We are here so always ask if you need anything. (L) is (J)’s saviour, they are very close and that is just what she needs – someone who cares and is gentle and really understands and Loves her. More tomorrow.