This is Emmanuel.
There will be highs and lows as in all things on Earth. Luckily, you and (N) are mainly in the centre of things that are positive so if you are feeling things are not going as you would like them to be on an individual basis, usually around the World there will be something positive to help you along.

Never think that what you do has no value and is not worthwhile. Hundreds of people around the World are benefiting from what you and (N) are doing. More and more each day are coming to the Path and you will see a big jump in the numbers soon.

You will lose track of the number of people coming along to be Initiated but that doesn’t matter as there are other groups with the same or similar remit as yours, added to theirs you will reach the target.