(M) this is Peter.
Be wary of getting yourself in a spin and thinking the worst. This is to do with lifetimes of your confidence being knocked. The way to deal with it is as soon as you feel a negative spiral, think of a good feeling (Grandchild).There will never be a reason to doubt your actions as being anything but positive, so this is all coming from You. Change your habit patterns.
Tell (N) that the build up to the Ascension over the next few months/years will unfortunately bring what you would call Natural Disasters – this is what We would call Group Karmic Recompense. So people won’t drop down dead as (P) and (M) suggested but there will be massive traumas around the World. It has to be that way.
Your ideas on death are tempered by the fact that since you have been on Earth there has been no wars to really affect you. No one has died tragically like in the two World Wars. Think back further to England and the great plagues etc. – massive loss of families.
Life now is far too materialistic as you know – it can’t go on – something has to give!