Patrick, so sorry I’ve been away so long.

This is Patrick.

Explanations will come about what you are going through and you will understand so much more. Your mother’s death will be like a portal for you to grow stronger – you will have much more control of your life. You already have the ability to make other people happy – now you have the opportunity to make yourself happy too. By that, I mean to help you to organize your life more so it flows better – you can then concentrate on the important tasks.

Your mother is gradually slipping away. She is in the in-between stage of dying – that is why she is so peaceful and happy now to go. She has had a glimpse of what she would refer to as Heaven. She has learnt much in this life and has done well.