Had a vision of lives – soldiers marching, great hardship. Then one where men were pulling masive tree trunks, back breaking work. They were whipped to make them go faster.

That is where (O)’s problem comes from – the injustice of Slavery. (O) must be advised to start anew with his Initiation with you, no preconceived ideas of how it will be or his ability to go with the Energies.

He is a little nervous but it’s good he is coming by train so he can practice the Mantra and the Breathing Meditation. (N) and (M) go with the flow and don’t plan too much, you will know when it’s time for the healing you wish to do which will be very helpful for him. He will need to talk, let him do this. He is a very lonely man – the Initiation will help him a lot.

He does not breathe properly – do some breathing exercises with him on the Saturday before the Inititation, not too drawn out as he can only sit for a short while, get him up walking and then back to the cushion again.

Sweetness is the key – may we have some more clarification if needed?

The Sweetness of the Energy given on Initiation refers to the uncomplicated simplicity of the giver. You (N) are the one able to give the Energy to (O). You are able, with all the training in this life and others before to bring this simpliciy to all you do.

Gandolf, please help me with this.

You need to have more confidence in your own abilities to Initiate in abundance. You have been told repeatedly that you are a High Being and, as such must not hide behind (N) as a stronger character in this life. You have been put in this position because you asked to be. This is to have family members who find it difficult to learn what they need to learn. They are still learning but you have done well under challenging circumstances. You have to rise above everything, realise what your True Nature is, so you can become a force to be recognised, as a true Magus. You can still do things quietly behind the scenes but We need you to have the resolve, the grit.

You are the one who needs to Initiate (O) this weekend.