You are asking whether (M) has attained Enlightenment. We showed you the two people simultaneously so you would see the differences. Enlightenment and/or any deep Realizations come from being able to ‘let go’ of the small self.

It is fear that stops some people from totally immersing themselves in the State. They need their ‘feet in both camps’ as it were. This shows quite clearly how a person who is Initiated into Light and Sound is far more likely to go through the ‘Death’ process where they realise that they exist beyond their body and their mind (second Initiation). The next state is a natural process to then lose the sense of self and become One with Everything.

People like (M) are scared to lose their ‘I’ness. They can’t make that jump and are in a kind of limbo – a lot like (A).