Believe it or not (M), what you are going through now is necessary to clear things up as regards your family. The dark before dawn.
What you must do is take on board what they say, listen, but don’t take it to heart, they will only be letting off steam. Be your lovely self but never negate what they say. You will get through this sooner than you think – be strong, have courage. Things are not so bad, and although your lives are linked please don’t believe you are responsible for their woes. Be a rock for them, they need to know you are strong and happy.

Thanks for patiently waiting, Samuel.

Yes (M) it’s good to be with you again. Your sleep needs to be addressed as an important thing to do as soon as possible. You will not be able to function with all that is happening in the next few months without intervention. I will give you a number to dial today for the machine. This is of utmost importance. (232197) – do it before you go out today with your vitality remedy.
You were born with a sensitive nature and this was always going to be your achilles heel. We need to sort that out but if your sleeping pattern improves then we can do the other more easily.
Just to remind you that you chose to do this, you were warned against it but you insisted. However you have done better than was thought would happen. Just the last bits of the scenarios of family business to deal with now and then you are ready for your real work to commence.
Be strong- We are always here.

Gandolf

(M) you are at a crossroads of your life. We will guide you where to go, no mistakes will be made. This is not to worry you any more than you already are – but you need to listen to Us as you have to deal with certain situations as they come up. Keep up the Communication, the more you do it the better, We are connected to what happens to you.
Find something that is going to take your troubles away – like a sport or exercise that you can do regularly.