(N) this is Peter with your Mum – she says:

“How could I have got my life so wrong. I loved you so much but I never knew you, what amazing things you were doing – Who you are!

I’m asking for your forgiveness again – I’m being told that I will have another chance to put things right. They are telling me that everything is OK and as it should be. I’m trying to move on, you said before that you forgive me but you still hold a heaviness and resentment in your heart for Dad and me – I can see it. I can’t move on until you let it go.

Please help me with this!”