(G) is a very confused, confusing lady – she is not sure about anything, except the Ayahuasca experience. She has never had anything in her life that has made sense Spiritually, as those experiences of Oneness that she explained to you.

That is why she wants to go back, as she trusts that the people she is in touch with will help her to get what she wants.

Because of her background as a child and subsequent drug experiences she is a very difficult case (N). We know you want to help her, and maybe giving her and (M) the Mantra will be good for them to focus on. But they have to use it regularly.

Show her (J)’s letter. Be direct with her about the dangers and tell her that the more drugs she has taken it will be even more difficult to Meditate. You can only do your best.