Eleanor – I am feeling your presence.

Yes (M) – please take heed of what We are about to say!

At the moment you are feeling unworthy – you feel you should be doing something that you would consider valuable, like studying: oils, Astrology or Spiritual texts. Maybe even taking up some craft or do some charity work to feel useful in society. This is quite understandable now you are not working with your pupils anymore.

What you and (N) are doing is quite extraordinary. You are living a life which to most people in the outside World is fairly normal but you know it isn’t so. You have risen above the Worldly affairs which most people are finding really tough.

You are physically well enough now to lead a comfortable life, as long as you take time to rest by day.

What you find hard is integrating your Spiritual life with your Worldly one. You want to be ‘In the World but not of it’, but you can’t sometimes because of your family ties and commitments.

What you must try to do is this: because your close family really have no idea of your aspirations, to let them know what you do. You have done well with that recently, but continue to do so. Try to help them to understand you better. Be more forthright, so you can be helpful while you are with them and not be on the back foot, thinking you are getting it wrong.

You will find something soon to feel valuable in society, but don’t let it take over too much and overshadow the crucial Work that you and (N) are doing with the Ascension and helping countless individuals to find their Spiritual aspirations.

You are truly Loved, admired and respected by Us in the Heaven World for your commitment, dedication and kindness to all you meet.