From Gandolf

Your Mum is asking Me to tell you that she is looking down with so much pride at what you have become. She said she missed it, but she is so glad that he can tell you now. What you are doing with (N) is something quite remarkable. She now understands why you had to leave Denstone. She is learning all the time. You have such lovely friends, she says!

She is saying that she wouldn’t know what to say to (D). She can see now that he didn’t learn his many lessons this time round. But no matter, he will find out when he dies and have another chance in the next or subsequent lives.

She will be happy if you learn this one last lesson, you are nearly there. The lesson is this:

Your life is perfect just as it is. Nothing added, nothing taken away. Each thing that happens, be it good or bad should be looked at with joy and consideration. Everything is transitory, it comes and it goes.

Your task is very simple. Be just as you are and take each day as it comes. You will be given all that you need. The more you stop looking for things, the more they will appear, then you can decide if you still want them. Be still , wait, listen and above all be gentle with yourself. Give yourself the advice you would give others.
You are loved, cared for and respected.