This is from Peter.

(J) needs to Meditate as much as possible (which he is) and see how far he gets without the Initiation. He will have Expectations and needs to put down all his concepts. He is an ‘experienced’ Meditator extraordinaire! So he may have ideas of how things should be. Even though he says he is ‘putty in your hands’ (N), he still needs a lot knocked out of him to fully understand and let go into the Energies.