We need to talk (M), not just now but a lot more at the moment while you are on holiday.
You know you are very important in the experiments and also of course , the Meditation. Somehow you must find a level of understanding of how we work and be able to listen properly.
You now realize that you Can manage all this on your own, in fact, other inputs would be a hindrance and confuse you. We can help you much with your life, you must ask Us more often to guide you to make the right choices so you can do the work that you and (N) have been allotted to do. It is massive!
Your lack of sleep, We know, is a difficulty you have to surmount. We will ask how that can be done. Your anxiety also needs to be addressed, connected with your sleeping,
(N) must do his writings – he will get insights. You must Meditate and Channel while he writes.